I've mustered up courage and said goodbye to the wall.
...with lesser tears this time.
I'm getting good at numbing my heart, and numbing my brains.
// this impractical thing called love throws one completely off balance and off rational. When the one you love does not love back, the rational being would walk off with pride and dignity. But, this ridiculous thing called love engulfs you whole and knocks away all your senses. It makes you try and make the person love you back. Which of course, is impossible when you put it down in text. So now that I've said it. walk away... walk away, Walk away.
It's murphy's law that once I get busy, more things will come my way and I'll only get even busier. Gah! If only things can space out on it's own. Can't wait for next Wed 22:00...I'll be free from the crutches of the books! ~wheeeee